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June 17 3 horror stories from xxxholic ep10,season 11. story from Himawari
Himawari said, "It's a story about a family."
It was a family of a handsome husband, a gentle wife and their son who loved his mother very much.
They disputed to a punch-up about money or whatever.
The husband lost his temper so that he beated his wife to death.
Once this had been known by others, he would be caught to prison. His life would end. He must get some to hide this.
Although he made up his mind to hide what he had done, he got another trouble, how to hide this from his son. Because his son got more closed to his wife, the boy didn't that like him.
At first, he planned to tell his son that his mother went to travel, however, he still did not tell him in the end.
From then on, he thought repeatedly that when his son would ask where his mother had gone every day , as a result, he suffered the following days along with fear.
However, several days had passed, the boy didn't mention anything.
A week later, he really could not put up with this, so he had to ask his son,
"Don't you feel lonely without your mother?"
The boy stupefied for a while and then he answered,
"Because Mom is right beside dad as usual."
1 Fin
2. story from Doumeki
Doumeki said, "It was a stroy which I heard from my grandfather. "
A student moved to an old apartment.
He couldn't fall asleep anyhow that night.
He heard sth in the room
He felt so scared.
The next day, he asked for some charms from his acquaintance and pasted them on the four walls of his room.
Then, in the same night,
It seemed that the thing couldn't get close to him for the charms.
He just set his mind at rest,
"It doesn't work"
2 fin 3 story from Watanuki
四月一日在经历了两个怪谈的洗礼后，一脸衰相地说：
是说一个小学低年级的孩子，啊，是男孩【还补充下，真可爱】，放学回家时发生的事
在十字路口，走过一个奇怪的人，没有下雨却还带着雨伞令人感到奇怪。但不知如此，总觉得难以接近。离开后终于松了口气。
到了下一个十字路口时，
又...
当然，如果是刚才先绕过去的话，（回头看刚才的十字路口）也有可能再次碰面
但为什么这么做？想到不可能就感到害怕起来...
接着，又一次...
（注意此人眼睛...）
（消失了...）
附百目鬼的吐槽：
贤妻回答：
后来...侑子问：
【吊人胃口的回答啊...不过也难怪，过去的记忆被当作代价了，能想起这样的故事也不知道算不算是bug】
完...
侑子的...用事实说话，不算讲了
四月一日好funny啊~~
下略...
以上出自xxxholic第一季动画的第10话 so funny~冥界爆笑便条
No.1 给喜欢买单的好兄弟米诺斯(Minos)
No.2 给自以为很搞笑的部下马尔奇路
No.3 给人见人爱的人妖巴比隆
No.4 给同寝室的白痴弗罗格
No.5 给沮丧的天丑星史旦杜
No.6 给好心的弟弟哈迪斯(Hades)
No.7 给全副武装的地阴星丘布
No.8 给喜欢夸张的天间星卡隆
No.9 给情比金坚的死党艾亚哥斯(Aeacus/Aiacos/Aiko)
No.10 给心不在焉的法拉奥
No.11 给有恋童癖的拉达(Rhadamanthys/Rhada)
No.12 给天才的潘多拉
No.13 给心急的所有冥斗士
圣域爆笑便条
No.1 给搞怪功夫一流的弟弟加隆（Kanon）
No.2 给不肯面对现实的卡妙(Camus)
No.3 给很专业的穆(Mu)
No.4 给说话容易让人误解的艾欧里亚(Aiolia)
No.5 给什么话都当真的瞬(Shun)
No.6 给自恋的小鱼(Aphrodite)
No.7 给目光如炬的紫龙(Shiryu)
No.8 给黑头发的哥哥撒加(Saga)
No.9 给没有常识的阿鲁迪巴
No.10 给喜欢乱说话的星矢(Seiya)
No.11 给脾气很好的蓝发教皇撒加
No.12 给性急的徒弟冰河 (Hyouga)
No.13 给口是心非的全体圣斗士 The Gashlycrumb TiniesThe Gashlycrumb Tinies written by Edward Gorey （Published in 1963）
生命是十分脆弱的
A is for AMY who fell down the stairs A是从楼梯摔下的AMY
B is for BASIL assaulted by bears B是被熊攻击的BASIL
C is for CLARA who wasted away C是虚弱而死的CLARA
D is for DESMOND thrown out of a sleigh D是被甩下雪橇的DESMOND
E is for ERNEST who choked on a peach E是被桃子噎死的ERNEST
F is for FANNY sucked dry by a leech F是被水蛭吸干血的FANNY
G is for GEORGE smothered under a rug G是在地毯下窒息而死的GEORGE
H is for HECTOR done in by a thug H是被暴徒杀死的HECTOR
I is for IDA who drowned in a lake I是溺水而死的IDA
J is for JAMES who took lye by mistake J是错喝了碱液JAMES
K is for KATE who was struck with an axe K是被斧子扎死的KATE
L is for LEO who swallowed some tacks L是咽下几根钉子的LEO
M is for MAUD who was swept out to sea M是被卷入大海的MAUD
N is for NEVILLE who died of ennui N是无聊死的NEVILLE
O is for OLIVE run through with an awl O是被锥子刺穿的OLIVE
P is for PRUE trampled flat in a brawl P是在争吵中被踩死的PRUE
Q is for QUENTIN who sank in a mire Q是陷入泥沼的QUENTIN
R is for RHODA consumed by a fire R是被火烧死的RHODA
S is for SUSAN who perished of fits S是猝死的SUSAN
T is for TITUS who flew into bits T是被齿轮卷死的TITUS
U is for UNA who slipped down a drain U是滑入下水道的UNA
V is for VICTOR squashed under a train V是被火车压扁的VICTOR
W is for WINNIE embedded in ice W是被冰冻住的WINNIE
X is for XERXES devoured by mice X是被老鼠咬死的XERXES
Y is for YORICK whoese head was knocked in Y是头被敲入树的YORICK
Z is for ZILLAH who drank too much gin Z是喝太多杜松子酒而死的ZILLAH
June 02 Waiting is sufferingThat's ture. So I can't just wait. I need to do sth meaningful to kill time. I don't know if my recent little dream will come true, but I really hope it will. May 18 breakNow is the break time.
I've been so busy and tired for nearly one month since I completed last semester. I couldn't fell asleep last friday night. Bothered by the noise which was made by the vehicles when passing the window, I got extremly anxious. I fell asleep after the sunrise but this only lasted for less than one hour. Until last midnight I hadn't slept well for more than 36 hours. Now I still feel dizzy and sick. What I need the most must be the rest and relaxing. Maybe I should go out for a walk. However, I couldn't keep my eyes away from my laptop. I may really become an Otaku Onna what I never expect to be. But this is becoming, no, may have become a fact.
How can I quit the otaku life? I really wanna quit. Oh my gosh!!! Help me!
Next wed I will continue my journey to Toronto. I believe that I will really have a great fun there. This time, the weather won't be one of the factors which obstructs my having fun. If everything goes well as what I have expected, I may travel to Vancouver or go back to China!!!!
Just have fun now ~! :DDDDDDDD April 11 Summer's comin'大家都要回国，为啥我又回不去了？
下周一、二、三连续三天考试。因为最近电脑一直不太稳定，所以不求别的，只希望它能在考试的时候正常发挥。
另外，家里的网速也不怎么好，重启了路由器和modem也是那德行
 ，难不成想和我的电脑一起抽风 。Hardware和routing protcols的practical test都考完了，感觉都还不错。V
目前困扰我的最大的问题就是英语...真的不如去年了。WRLS都在退步TAT...所以Summer，如果实在找不到工作，就游历四方（除了多伦多温哥华也没什么我能去的地儿了，还四方呢TAT），练英语啊....说啥呢，喂。
其次困扰我的问题就是暑假该做些什么，如果能被多大录取那是最好，假期肯定够我忙的了，即使这只是个梦我一定不能放弃，有梦就有希望我觉得。如果继续留在这乡下估计除了打工没有第二条路可走（volunteer也可以，无私奉献我是比较在行了，苦笑，反正只要别让自己闲着就行）...否则就要腐烂在家里，想想看啊，从4月末到9月初，整整4个月啊，1年的1/3啊，老天爷！！如果什么都不干，当9月开学这一年又要过去了！冷静想想，其实take summer course也是个不错的选择，而且也不耽误打工。不是说嘛，生命在于折腾！现在想想这句话真是太有哲理了！
然后就没什么了，如果非得再想一个大概就是家里的网速吧...今天早上连打个FOL都费了好长时间，我十分憎恨罗渣士现在（主要是他们拼错我的名字）。现在喜欢在学校上网呢，如果掐好时间段，图书馆的网速也是不错的~
接下来好好复习，嗯。 April 07 2 sleepless nights!last night and tonight!
I can't go to bed due to the preparation of the group presentation tomorrow...no, it has been today.
And I'll have to wake up early hours later.
I have a presentiment that I will lose my sleep next night...cuz I have a test on tue again... March 24 finally, I got my memories back忘れたくない思い ありますか？
はぁいい～あります～～
恢复记忆的感觉真好~
上周二竟然发烧了，高烧，真不像我。
星期四早上才退，精神一直涣散到星期五...
星期天发现想做的都做了，想玩的都玩了，坐在一边不知道干什么...
于是，记忆恢复了...
啰嗦的叙述
熟悉的抱枕和小鱼...
安稳地睡了一晚
***
想看shutter...
summer大概都没有恐怖片看...无聊...
下周又要“出差”了...
想买slayers的dvd套装，但目前只有前两季，不知第三季会不会出
(因为担心像when they cry一样只出到一半就不出了
所以还在犹豫中....)
这难道是第四季的北美预热吗？ January 31 sittin' in the library,doin' nothing but sittin'（好脑残的题目...）上午的课一眨眼就结束了。
这个星期过得真的很迷茫...由于星期一早上熬到4点多，上午旷了两节课。星期二早上又熬到4点多，连夜赶出的梦话essay也只有3/5。嘛~半年不写了，梦话能得到3/5我也知足了...
所以说每个星期的第一天是很重要的，如果第一天浑浑噩噩，这一周都会堕落下去。
快搬家了，一直兴奋的我反而冷静了下来，为什么，我也不知道。这次搬家不知道能住多久。我和Darling一样，总是在生活的某个方面有点【Beeep---自动和谐】，不过这才证明了我们是有事做的人，啊，有事做的人。我现在终于明白了什么叫【Beeeeeeeeep---自动和谐8个字的俗语】，我来了...新生活...吔...哈（哈欠）...
下周又开始考试了，目前知道的有Linux OS和Routing Protocols.前者我大概还有点信心，不过星期一实在是有点紧啊...后者嘛，考试范围和题型都足以让我上吊。啊，或许我的生日就是我的忌日。老天爷，我不要天文望远镜了，给我个好成绩（至少是好运）吧，好吗？
其实1月还是发生了很多事，总的来说这是我到Canada以来过得最自由的一个月了，12月去多伦多是开头。暑假如果没事干就去温哥华好了，ziwei我想你了（别嫌肉麻）。
事情积得再多，也要一件一件解决，那些无关紧要的，都给我闪一边去。所以，现在开始学习！！！ December 08 备忘2。暴露疗法介绍(Exposure)
意识改变状态(altered states of eonseiou- sness， ASc)
思想领域疗法（Thought Field Therapy，TFT）
这是美国的精神科医生Roger·J·Callahan，发现通过从头部开始沿循人体的针灸穴位用手指叩击，有改善用药物以及普通心理疗法收效甚微的人际恐惧症、各种依赖症、精神外伤、突发惊慌等症状的可能，并由此提倡的疗法。
Brain Homunculus
人格解体—depersonalization
创伤后应激障碍（Posttraumatic stress disorder，PTSD） 概述： 创伤后应激障碍（Posttraumatic stress disorder，PTSD）是指个人经历了异乎寻常的创伤性应激事件后，出现创伤性事件的“再现”，对有关创伤性情境的回避和对外界刺激的反应迟钝，及植物神经系统症状、烦躁不安和认知障碍。植物神经系统症状、烦躁、认知障碍包括了警觉性增高的惊跳反应、注意力难以集中、记忆力减退、犯罪感和睡眠障碍。 有关PTSD表现的最早的记录是，1871年美国的Da Costa描述南北战争中一组经历了严重创伤的士兵出现的以焦虑为核心的症状。到了20世纪70年代，因部分精神卫生人士对从越南战场回来的老兵的关注，PTSD作为一个新的诊断类别日益受到重视，1980年出版的DSM-Ⅲ第一次制定出了PTSD的诊断标准，DSM-Ⅳ作了进一步的修订。此类别以创伤后应激障碍来描述恶性创伤事件的不可避免的结果，并设想这种障碍的症状可在最初的数月、数年、甚至数十年后出现，表现为个体对创伤性事件的反应在非创伤性情境中持续存在或反复发作。
病因理论： 根据定义，个体如果没有经历一件或一组创伤事件，则不可能患创伤后应激障碍，故创伤性事件是PTSD发生的必要条件。但众多的研究表明，只有不到一半的经历过创伤性事件的人患PTSD。因此，创伤前的生物或心理学易感因素的作用也应受重视。有几项双生子的研究发现，在与争斗有关的创伤后应激障碍的发病过程中，遗传的易感性起了重要的作用。有人认为，这些因素既是素质性因素，又是发展性因素。 关于PTSD的神经生物学理论，在神经递质系统的研究中占主要地位的是针对发自脑干蓝斑核的去甲肾上腺素能神经纤维的大脑皮层投射。耶鲁大学的研究者发现，在蓝斑核的去甲肾上腺素峰值异常，这可以解释患者的高度警觉和重新体验症状，其它的神经递质如多巴胺、神经肽等的异常也被认为可能与PTSD的发生有关。
流行病学 到目前为止，与DSM-ⅣPTSD诊断标准一致的流行病学调查资料较少，据美国的国家共病调查资料，以DSM-Ⅲ-R诊断标准为依据，15-24岁美国男性的暴露于创伤事件的终生发生率为60.7%，而PTSD的终生患病率为5%。相同年龄的女性暴露于创伤性事件的发生率为51.2%，PTSD的终生患病率为10.4%。男性与PTSD有关的创伤性经历大多为争斗性经历和目击暴力行为。女性则为强奸和性侵犯。
临床表现： PTSD主要的临床表现包括四个方面：(1)病人经历了几乎可引起所有人都会产生巨大痛苦的灾难性应激事件;(2)、创伤性事件的重复再现;(3)对创伤事件相关或相似的情境的回避，对外界刺激的应答反应麻木，而在经历应激事件前无此类症状;(4)唤起水平增高和植物神经症状的持续出现。 大多数人在经历创伤性事件的数小时或数天内起病，也有少数病人在数月或数年后起病。 几乎所有PTSD患者都被各种方式的创伤事件的再现所困扰，反复出现异常恐怖的梦魇常使病人惊醒。部分患者无法摆脱对事件重复出现（闪回）的侵入性回忆。创伤性事件的再现影响到患者的情绪和行为，有时数分钟到数小时，甚至数天表现出对当时事件起反应的行为方式。出现对类似创伤情境的回避行为，并感到失去体验各种活动的乐趣，常有各种过分戒备、过分夸张的惊跳反应、入睡困难、易惊醒、记忆受损、注意力集中困难，影响工作质量和效率。集体经历的创伤事件，患者如面对亲友死亡而自己幸存下来的情况会产生一种获罪感。 PTSD病人的临床上相关症状很多，病人常有各种抑郁症状，如动力不足、兴趣缺失、性欲及其它本能欲望下降、易哭泣。焦虑症状很常见，如坐立不安、易激惹。部分患者，特别是灾难幸存者会出现不可预见的攻击性行为（包括攻击他人和自我攻击）。其余症状如头痛、眩晕、酒精和药物滥用、家庭及周围人际关系紧张。对恐怖情境的回避可影响患者的生活方式。
诊断与鉴别诊断 1.诊断： 目前国内运用较为广泛的CCMD、ICD-10和DSM-Ⅳ三个诊断系统都有PTSD的诊断标准，对本精神障碍的定义及归属基本一致。然相对来说，DSM-Ⅳ对PTSD的界定最为全面具体，故此处仅介绍DSM-Ⅳ的诊断标准。 DSM-Ⅳ中PTSD的诊断标准包括从A到F的6大项，A为事件标准，B、C、D为症状标准，E为病程标准，F是严重程度标准。 依照PTSD的定义，创伤性事件是发病的主要原因，若不存在异乎寻常的创伤性事件，就不可能为PTSD。当前的研究则不仅关注事件的客观性质，也强调事件对个体的意义。DSM-Ⅳ的诊断标准从事件本身和事件引发的情绪反应两方面来定义创伤性应激源，即个体经历危及自身生命或身体完整性的事件，或目睹他人死亡、生命受到威胁。上述事件使个体感到受到强烈的害怕、恐慌和孤立无援。
建立PTSD的诊断，在症状方面至少要满足以下条件： （1) 持续性的重新体验创伤（5项中至少1项）； （2）持续性的回避和整体情感反应淡然（7项中至少3项，且回避和木然至少各一项）； （3）持续性警觉性增高（5项中至少2项）。
在症状的把握方面应注意，DSM-Ⅳ强调各组症状都要求达十分痛苦且持续存在或反复出现。 DSM-Ⅳ将PTSD分为三个类型：急性型（病程小于3个月）、慢性型（病程3个月以上）、迟发型（创伤性事件6个月之后才发病）。
2.鉴别诊断： （1）其它应激性障碍：有的患者在遭受重大创伤性事件后立即出现了精神症状和强烈的痛苦，但病程短于4周，应诊断为急性应激障碍。也有的患者虽然症状、病程及严重程度均符合PTSD的诊断标准，但诱发事件属于一般性应激事件，如失恋和失业等，应诊断为适应性障碍。 （2）抑郁或焦虑障碍：抑郁障碍有兴趣下降、与他人疏远或感到前途渺茫等表现，但单纯的抑郁障碍不存在与创伤性事件相关的闯入性回忆与梦境,也缺乏针对创伤情境的回避。同样，上述特点也可区别广泛性焦虑障碍。如PTSD与焦虑、抑郁障碍并存，则应同时下几个诊断。
PTSD的治疗 1.药物治疗： (1)抗抑郁药物：最早的PTSD药物治疗研究是三环类抗抑郁药阿米替林、丙咪嗪，结果显示疗效较好。后来有关SSRI类药物如帕罗西丁、氟西汀等治疗PTSD的研究也证实，能明显减轻患者的警觉性增高和闪回症状，也能有效改善其生活质量。 (2)抗惊厥药：丙戊酸钠和卡马西平在一个对越战老兵的研究中，显示对中度的PTSD患者有明显的效果。
2.心理治疗： (1)心理动力学方法：PTSD的心理动力学治疗方法是通过对焦虑抑郁障碍的治疗中改进而来的。Horowitz认为应激反应分为三个阶段：①初始阶段，特征表现为创伤事件的痛苦现实和因愤怒、伤心和悲痛而出现过度换气；②否认阶段，特征为对创伤事件强制性回忆的防御，受害者对创伤性事件的记忆缺损，对创伤事件的线索不予注意并以幻想来抵消创伤性事件的真实性；③强制阶段，特征为高度警觉，过分惊吓，睡眠和梦的障碍，强制性反复出现的与创伤有关的思维内容和迷惑。若这三个阶段未完成，则可出现创伤后应激障碍。他提出了一个简短的心理动力学治疗模式，治疗是为了发动患者的适应阶段，其目标是否定强制阶段；治疗的有效性取决于对创伤事件的再解释。
(2)认知行为治疗：PTSD的认知行为治疗也是来自对焦虑障碍的治疗方式改进。学习理论结合了经典的和操作性条件理论来解释创伤后应激障碍的形成和保持。认知理论进一步对学习理论作了补充，目的是解释为什么个体感知到威胁与真实的威胁相比更能触发创伤后应激障碍的症状。个体对创伤性事件的认知方式是认知行为治疗的焦点。附加的干预措施如复写技术训练或独立判断训练，可用来治疗难治性症状或为个体的恐惧和焦虑提供更合适的反应。具体技术可以为暴露疗法。通过反复的重复暴露于与创伤事件有关的产生恐怖的过程，使个体的焦虑可以成为一种习惯，而焦虑出现之前的触发因素则可能丧失作用。 (3)应激预防训练：这种方法包括一个教育阶段和一个应对技能阶段。教育阶段使个体认识到治疗的合理性，并在开始治疗时建立信心以及与治疗者的良好关系。应对技能训练包括松弛技术训练、用于抵消负性思维反刍的思维中断技术，及用自我对话叙述法以提高自我评价和自我控制。
(4)再生眼运动脱敏作用（EMDR）Shapiro近来提出EMDR可作为治疗PTSD的新方法。EMDR技术包括睁眼想象暴露于创伤性事件，治疗过程中有与创伤性事件相关的认知和情绪刺激性语言，伴随着持续性的视觉眼跟踪运动。有种假说认为，快速眼扫描运动可以产生一种拮抗恐惧状态，因此具有与系统脱敏中放松练习相对等的作用。 海马神经元突触长时程增强Long Term Potentiation (LTP)
邦纳症候群（Charles Bonnet syndrome，简称CBS）
Capgras综合征(Capgras’s syndrome)
又称双重错觉综合征、易人综合征、替身错觉、双重人身症、冒充者综合征。 临床表现 指患者认为其亲友已被假扮者顶替，两者极端相似，但还是坚持认为他们是不同的，是有细微差别的（亦有人认为二者躯体不同）。是辨认不足，是对亲人正身的妄想性否认。被顶替的对象多涉及配偶、子女、而不涉及上一代人。近年来，认为替身同原来的人面貌并不一定一致，替换对象也不一定是亲人，可以是周围的熟人，甚至是家里的动物。女性多见。
鉴别诊断 （一）精神分裂症偏执型（schizophrenia paranoid type） 此型多见于替身综合征，其特点是对亲密的人予以妄想性否认，认为这个亲人已被替身（往往是仇敌）所取代。往往由此出现伤人、杀人行为。配合精神分裂症的其他症状不难诊断本病。 （二）更年期精神病（involutional psychosis） 临床上偶见到易人综合征，其主要精神症状为焦虑、忧郁、疑病和猜疑。根据其年龄可以加以诊断。 （三）癔症（hysteria） 临床上也偶见易人综合征，大多突然发病，可出现感觉、运动和植物神经功能紊乱，或短暂的精神异常。 坂本真綾——さいごの果実最喜欢的声优/歌手之一——坂本真綾，上个月发售的单曲《さいごの果実》
清澈的歌声，温暖的歌词
No fear~愛すること（live）
Maaya的现场演唱也很赞
平野綾3单曲连发MV平野綾是我很讨厌的声优。但这三张单曲还都不错。个人最喜欢第2张
 ，其次是第3张 1st LOVE★GUN 
2nd Neophilia
 3rd MonStAR  
November 22 お気に入りのMAD戦闘的薬売り
卖药的好帅哦~因为他才开始喜欢樱井~角色对于一个生有来说真的很重要呢~
关于这个MAD，最早是在niconico上看到，日本的宅果然很厉害~因为niconico是需要登录的，而且满屏都是comment有时连图像都看不到了~所以链接还是用youtube的~
《化猫》的风格本身就很华丽~非常适合做成MAD~再加上西川的热血曲立即燃了起来~
にぱー☆と笑ってすぐにゃあにゃあ～狂気の古手梨花～
这个是在萌战时发现的~还以为火星了~不过收录的片段还是比较新的~梨花如果不由田村大妈来配我或许会更萌她~不过如果由别人配就不会有这个MAD了...
个人最喜欢片末羽入的那句“don't worry”Rasing heart来吹替了~~
爆笑的鬼尽し編
虽然不知道为什么富竹总成为恶搞的对象~不过真的很有趣哦~tommy~富竹flash！
神霊狩のなく頃に 【ニコニコ動画】【MAD】神霊狩のなく頃に
又是一强人之作~目前最喜欢的两部动画寒蝉和神灵狩的MAD~确切地说是用寒蝉第一季op重做神灵狩op~
good job!
November 19 最近、調子がすごく悪い...と言う訳で、新しいblogを開通しました。
でもアドレスは誰にも言いません。
あれは私だけの秘密だから。
私は本当に変な人だ。英語を使う国にいるのに、ジャパン語を使うなんて...
果然还是一堆语病
November 16 大ピンチ-郁闷小诗一首-一波未平一波又起...
只要不在家就别想lucky，
只要不在家就别想清闲。
心理负担嗷嗷的，大概。
Fuck the god
我在怨天尤人
可神是如何产生的
是人在走投无路时创造出来自我安慰
逃避现实的
虚构的心理依靠
所以
在郁闷的时候
也可以尽情地骂
这就是神
既然成为了神
就要承受人类的各种感情
好吧
就算你存在
我一旦心情不好就会骂你
别咒我
别怨我
谁叫你是心胸宽广的神
嘛~就是这样
想玩游戏
不想太累
全是做梦
大耗子有史以来最大的ピンチ November 04 备忘。昨晚熬夜了~头一次这么发奋学习，连我自己都觉得不可思议~不过早上起来是痛苦的...
因为神灵狩是每周一集，所以每周只能更新至少一个主题，不太值~所以都放在这里，免得占用我的硬盘空间~（明明就是微不足道的说~）
（资料大多转自PPG猫J的帖子）
明晰梦（Lucid dream） 清醒梦是人们在做梦的时候还保持意识的清醒。这时会有更加清楚的感觉，甚至有时可以直接控制梦的内容。完整的从开始到结束的这种过程就叫做清醒梦。Stephen LaBerge是个有名的作家并且也对清醒梦做研究。他将清醒梦定义为「知道自己在做梦时做的梦」。
体外脱离（OBE，Out-of-body experience） 灵魂出窍，又称出体经验，是神秘学中，灵魂离开了生物的肉体，在肉体外活动的行為及经验。很多人声称拥有出体经验，也有人声称任何人透过训练也可获得出体能力，但至2006年為止尚没有正式科学理据支持。 「灵魂出窍」通常包括身体的浮游状态，有时候，经歷这种现象的人还会在身体以外的地方看到其肉体。十个人当中，大约有一个人声称曾经有灵魂出窍的经验。有些人的经验是自发获得的，有些人的经验则与某些危险行為扯上关係，例如梦游，濒死经验，或者是精神科药物。有些人可以在冥想或清醒梦当中获取灵魂出窍的经验。新近的研究，发现可以藉刺激脑叶及脑回来获得灵魂出窍的经验。 经歷灵魂出窍的人通常是自发性出体或非自发地发现灵魂离开肉体（事前常有麻痺现象）。在某些情况下，出体经验者在事发后才猛然醒觉；而在出体过程中，他们有时候会意外地看见自己的肉体。 经验者声称他们会看见一条银色的幼线连接著他们的肉体和灵魂。幼线通常在初试出体者的经歷中出现，以保证他们不会在出体过程中迷失方向。可是，有丰富经验的出体者也认為幼线相当有用，是回到肉体的捷径。 出体经验通常只维持一段短时间，只有一分鐘左右。即使出体的真正时间很短，出体者可能会发现主观感受到的出体时间比客观经过的时间要长。 有些与灵魂出窍「同样真实」的经验，或会随出体后而来。出体者可能会堕入他们认為是「梦」的状态，又或者会完全醒过来。有些时候，出窍状态会因离肉体太远的恐惧感而终止。也有很多出体经验因為突然被抽回肉体而终结。 有些人会在出体过程中遇上引发顿悟的经验；有些人会感到内心平静并充满欢乐；但也有人觉得害怕和焦虑。最后，也有些人只感受到出体过程本身，而没有任何直接的精神顿悟。 大部份人形容出窍状态的终结就好像「我醒来了」。值得注意的是，即使出体者会把灵魂出窍形容為睡眠时发生的有趣事情，也会认為出窍状态的终结就像「我醒来了」，他们都可以仔细形容出窍经歷，仔细得可以断定那并非一个梦。很多人觉得他们在出窍后醒过来时，比平常醒来更清醒。有些人把灵魂出窍与清醒梦作比较，但认為前者更真实。
眼动脱敏和再加工治疗(Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing，EMDR) 是近年来在美国应用于创伤后应激障碍（PTSD）心理治疗的一种新方法。 EMDR由美国哲学博士夏皮罗（Francine sharpiro）创始于1987年，可被看作是一种再加工方法，其基本干预步骤是图像再现、认知评价和感觉反映，它包括脱敏和认知重建过程两个方面。EMDR整合了精神分析、认知、行为等流派的精华，通过眼球运动刺激神经系统，加速脑内信息处理，促进创伤事件的弥散融合，帮助患者降低焦虑，诱导积极情感，唤起患者的内省洞察，转变观念，改善行为，纠正心理平衡，达到治疗目的。因其疗程短,疗效显著，逐步引起的临床工作者重视。 从本质上说，EMDR是一种信息加工治疗（information processing therapy）。EMDR治疗已经成功地帮助了上百万遭受心理创伤痛苦的人（包括性虐待、儿童期被忽视、道路交通事故和暴力事件等），也成功地治疗了自信心缺乏、恐惧和其它与心理创伤有关的焦虑障碍。
对眼动的关注 人的眼睛主要以两种方式运动：平缓地移动或快速地跳动。当人在注视一个运动物体时，平缓追随和眼睛的快速扫视有时会彼此交替。神经生理学研究指出，这两种运动系统部分地受到被称为桥脑网状结构的脑干的调节。这两种运动方式的机制值得研究。 对追踪、搜索、编码等高级心理过程眼动的研究 (出现眼动仪)
恐惧症（phobia） 是一种精神官能症。特征为发病者对某些事物或情境会产生莫名的恐惧。纵使当事者明知不会受到伤害，也无法控制恐惧的情绪。各类恐惧症都有向慢性发展的趋势。 变态的恐惧被称为恐惧症，而且患者知道这些恐惧是不合理的。
是以恐怖症状为主要临床相的一种神经症。患者对某些特定的对象产生强烈和不必要的恐惧，伴有回避行为。恐惧的对象可能是单一的或多种的，如动物、广场、闭室、登高或社交活动等。患者明知其反应不合理，却难以控制而反复出现。青年期与老年期发病者居多，女性更多见。国外报道一般人口中的患病率为77‰，我国各地调查患病率的平均值为2‰左右。 [病因与发病机理]
[临床表现]
[病程和预后]
[诊断依据与鉴别诊断]
[治疗]
弗洛伊德把恐怖症看作是起源于童年期的性心理冲突。通过置换这种防御机制，以某种无关重要的物体或情境象征地取代了引起心理冲突的人，从而避免了性心理冲突和分离焦虑。
凭依
在周围人看来，就像是被某物转移到身上，被什么东西附身了。
变成意识(Altered States of Consciousness)相关： 意识心理学 意识是大脑的一种属性，它是大脑里进行的一种活动，是大脑的能够进行这种活动的属性。意识是大脑中进行的一种以信息流动、信息处理为主要形式的活动，在活动中有时也有肢体运动参与。我们使用“意识活动”这个概念描述意识的活动特征。从含义看，“意识活动”强调的是意识的活动性，“意识”强调的是意识活动所引起的一系列现象，意识比意识活动含义更广泛。
October 28 睡死为止随便说说最近一直很迷糊，感觉生物钟有一天被打乱，整个一周都是乱的。 
上个星期三大概，networking的期中考试，我是B组，10点20开考，所以本应该5：30起床，8：00到校的我终于可以再睡一天懒觉了~好，从那天开始我的生物钟就乱了。星期四迟到，星期五迟到...本想周末调整回来，不料星期日发生了令我意外的事：restoring my ipod弄到第二天早上3点多，睡了3个多小时后自然醒来...还好那天我不用上学。那便是这周的开始，又一个迷糊的开始，令我吃惊的是，这周的我竟然连闹钟都听不见！昨天早上定了4个连续的闹铃，竟然一个都没听见！害得我还认为是闹钟坏了...不知为何整整一周我都非常没有精神，总是很困，昨晚连续看了2个小时YTV后，12点多睡觉，今天中午11点多才醒...以至于我今天只吃了一顿饭（起的太晚，不饿）我是不是可以当睡神了。
老师说过，人在看电视时的脑波和睡觉时的是一样的，那，看电脑，是不是也和看电视一样呢？如果答案是肯定的，那么我整天都在睡觉的结论就被证实了。
最近对心理学开始感兴趣...说着玩，我的本命是天文，恩。
Java的考试让我想吐，没想到对着纸写程序完全没有思路！没感觉！
作业积了一堆...我却还能挤出时间看动画（说“挤”，其实其他时间都是在发呆，在想“我该干什么”）
F.I.R.的新专辑《爱.歌姬》非常好听~绝对是四张专辑中最棒的~个人对第2、3张基本没印象，特别是第3张...
第一张同名专辑还好，刚接触他们的音乐感觉与众不同
第二张无限，发现曲风单一，
第三张飞行部落，名字起的不错，对于曲目的印象却极其不深，前几天复习了一下发现没有一首是我喜欢的
第四张绝赞，曲风开始多元化，每一首歌都很有特色~月牙湾的副歌部分绝赞~对于这张专辑我只能说FI.R.~GJ!
伊藤由奈的新单曲urban mermaid貌似是力士的广告曲，赞，是首给人勇气和力量的歌曲，非常棒~好喜欢她的声线~她的新造型也很不错~
她翻唱的my heart will go on也很不错，只是在英语的发音上稍稍有些缺陷。唱功可能不及Dion，但是在我听来是完全OK的~ 
茅原实里的restart 1st album，前两首新曲都不错~其他的除了两支单曲就没有印象深刻的了，日本的音乐就是这样...
萌战，礼奈胜了奈叶，我讨厌奈叶，她哪一点萌？完全比不上礼奈嘛！无论礼奈是不是真是所谓的“伪票机”，礼奈总是我心中最萌的角色，哪怕是被利用。
不知为何，IP被制规了，彻底无法领取代码了...所以今天只有在精神上应援梨花，虽然对她没什么特别的感觉，但既然也是寒蝉的关键角色，而且的确很萌，希望冠军会在礼奈和她之间诞生...
圣的最经典同人小说，神曲，我一直没有看完。这部作品对我的影响很深的。作者文笔脱俗，至少以我的文化水平是这样认为的。当初正是因为看了它，才决定挖坑。对拉达、Minos、Aiko三人的好感也是在那个时候急速上升。其实老车在原作中对这三个配角还是反角的描写很少很少，根本不知道他们的个性是什么样子的，最多最多可以推测出拉达的工作狂个性（戏份相对多些）
 ，至于Minos 和Aiko，只能说一个有SM倾向，一个狂妄自大。不过Minos实际上是喜欢偷懒又喜欢把工作推给助手/副官Lune又喜欢红茶的，Aiko总是长不大有一点点轻浮又喜欢甜食etc.作者可以联想这么多，可见她（大概）对原作的爱。更重要的是，在神曲中她对所有出场的人物进行了描写，包括那些其貌不扬的，在剩饭中完全没人气的家伙，她从每个人的视角写出短篇然后连成长篇。那段时间我萌的是双子，说真的让我的本命变成拉达这篇小说起了催化剂的作用。因为我4岁的时候虽然对拉达完全没印象（Minos和Aiko更不可能有），直到10多年后我再次见到他，首先是被他的声音俘获（角色和声优的同步率太重要！）~心中已经埋下了种子，拉达变成本命只是时间早晚的问题，不过如果太慢很可能就发不了芽了...所以才说这部小说是催化剂。另外，关于双子，由于Kanon的关系，我曾经对Minos和Aiko恨到极点...现在他们代替双子成为我的准本命的原因就是这部小说，非官方的设定压过了官方。现在看来，官方有很多同人的思想混了进去，例如米妙的关系，神作03版为他们两个加了剧情正是受了同人的影响。现在仍然是想看，但希望在假期看，这样或许能受启发写出东西。坑已经留了4年...填上根本不可能的。上课的时候，无聊，随便翻文件夹，突然把拉达翻出来，心里一颤，上课的时候真的不该看不该看的人。
困了，不知道今天中午几点能起来... October 07 When they cry 9&10From Curse Killing Chapter
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Keiichi, Shion
At the playground
S: So, Keiichi, rumour has it that you turned to be a major player in today's game.
K: Major player? Right. The only major player on that field today was Satoko. She made the home run. I've no idea she was such a good athletic. S: She's very different from Satoshi. Yep, all the athletic skills must've been passed on Satoko. K: So then, you knew hime, too? S: When do you know about Satoshi? K: Well, I've never met him, I think, just turned of stories. Nothing big like how after his parents has passed away, he decided to transfer. S: Transfer? Tell me who told you that!! Who said he transferred!!  K: Um, I don't know. You're freak talk(?) now. How come? S: You know you're right. Sorry, Keiichi, just do me a favor, when you talk about Satoshi again, do never say that he just transferred, please. I do appreciate. Looks like your plate just the only one left to be washed. Hurry up. K: Hey, hold on. ===============
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Rena, Mion, Keiichi
On the way home
 K: Hey, guys. Satoko has an older brother, doesn't she? His name is Satoshi, right?
R: Yeah. Didn't we tell you? She does, but he transferred. K: Well, I heard he ran away. R: Wow. K: I heard he ran away and hasn't been seen since. Ah, wait a second. Don't get me wrong. I'm not calling you liars. It's just... M: It's not like we're trying to hide something from you. It's not what you think, I promise. K: Then, what is it? R: He hasn't been home since the day he left. K: Well, where'd he go? R: No one knows. K: Satoshi was just gone one day. We searched the entire village for him. We even called police and let them start looking. But nothing ever turned out. And after a while, romours started that he might have just run away. When the police looked into it, they discovered that Satoshi had saved a lot of cash from his part-time job. But on the day he went missing, he gone to the bank and withdrew it all. Then someone called the police and told them they saw Satoshi boarding a train at Nagoya station. R: Yeah, but I think it's a lie. Satoshi didn't run away from home. K: Wait a second. If he didn't run away, then... M: Let it go, Rena. R: This is all about Oyashiro's curse. That's what did it.  K: What curse? R: Before Satoshi disappeared, he and I had a little talk. He told he was being watched no matter where he went. He said he even follows him into his house. He said the last thing he sees before he goes to sleep, standing there, looking down on him. M: Rena! R: That's definitely the sign of Oyashiro's curse. I think some of them maybe true. I think Satoshi might have wanted to leave Hinamizawa and he might even try to run away as some points. But at the end, Oyashiro wouldn't allow... M: I said that's enough! R: Oyashiro is the guardian god of Hinamizawa. If anyone ever tries to run away or leave Hinamizawa, he will never forgive them. I have apologized for that and I was Ok. But Satoshi wouldn't. He wouldn't apologize. That's why he did it. That's why Oyashiro decided to curse him. K: You think this is all because of... that curse?  R: Even if the police started insisting that he ran away from home, there's no way I'm ever going to believe that. It's a lie. It's a lie made by all the people who refused to believe in the curse. But that wouldn't stop him, nothing will. Oyashiro doesn't care you believe in the curse or not. M: I thought I told you to stop it, Rena.   M: Hey, Keiichi. Didn't I say earlier I had some manga I would lend ya? Want to come and get it now? K: Er..r, yeah! I can do that. R: Okay, i'm going to ahead home. M: Sounds good, Rena. See you tomorrow. R: Yep, see you tomorrow. M: Relax. Don't stress about all that. K: No, I'm not stressed. I just feel bad about bringing you all up. M: Look, it's not like we're trying to hide Satoshi from you. It's just... Um, it's not something we like to talk about very much.  . . . Scene 2-2-
Mion, Keiichi
On the way home
 M: Hey, Keiichi, that dosen't just go for Satoko, but for Rena, too. If you can, try not to bring to suffer around her, either.
K: Why? M: You saw what happened today. I don't know why. But whenever you bring up Oyashiro's curse, she gets really upset. I mean like almost controllable. She's been that way since she transferred back. K: How come? Why did she get so serious about this? M: It's because... Hey, this is a major secret. You can't tell her I told you this. K: I won't say anything. M: According to her, Rena was actually cursed by Oyashiro once. K: Huh? M: No matter what you're trying to tell her, she completely believes this. You can't even joke about it. Normally Rena is a pretty easygoing girl. But when you bring this up, she gets really scaring. K: I got it. I won't bring up Satoshi anymore. ========================
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What cannot be saved is a single falling teardrop. What cannot be stopped is a cry of despair. What is coming is the chain of hatred. When they cry. Curse Killing Chapter, Episode Two, Bond. Can you believe in this? ============================
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Keiichi, Satoko, Dr. Irie, Satoko's uncle
Outside Satoko's home
K: So, this is her place... Hey, coach? I: Keiichi. Well, what a surprise. What brings you here? K: Satoko?  S: I was on my way back from doing some grocery shopping. And I happened to run into the coach. He said he'd drive me home, so I gratefully accepted. I: Will it be possible for her to carry everything she had on just this bicycle? K: Satoko, these all for you? S: Huh? T: Hey! Satoko! Did you know that you left the kettle on when you left? You idiot!  S: I'm sorry. But you told me it was really important that I get the food you wanted. T: Idiot! Well, well. If it isn't Dr. Irie! I: I ran into Satoko on her way back from the market. T: Just by chance, huh? Hahahaha... W: Hey, Tecchan. T: What is it, Tsubaki? You got another "riichi" again? S: My uncle's got some friend from the town... They're playing mahjong right now. K: What's wrong with that guy? He plays mahjong all day? And sends you off to get this grocery for? Hey, what's up the bruises? Who did this to you? Was it him? I'll kill him!  I: I know how you feel. But you have to restrain yourself right now. S: Thanks for caring so much, Keiichi. It's sweet. K: Satoko... S: You know? Just now, you looked like my real older brother. Unfortunately, I don't have my real older brother anymore. But that's ok, now I've got a new older brother named Keiichi. K: And I promise you I'm never gonna run away.  
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Keiichi, Mion
At Mion's home
M: So what is it? Go ahead. You've got sth you wanna talk about, right? K: I do. And there's something pretty serious, too. I might be bewildered at such a sudden topic...but let me say it. I know you're next dem? to lead the three great families in Onigafuji village. And I know that with that position comes on hold a lot of power. M: Who told you this? K: That's not important right now. M: I have to say, Keiichi. It looks like you're learning things about me that may or may not be true. But go on, say what you came here to say. K: You know about Oyashiro's curse, right? Ya see, I don't know who exactly that is thinking of place this curse upon this year, but please make it Satoko's uncle if it isn't already. I don't know a whole lot about Oyashiro's curse. But for what I do now, I just... M: So you're thinking that the three great families are led by us and we, as the village curse people. Is that right? K: Hey! I don't really care were you all involved in the curse. The whole's absolutely no interest for me. It's just that if you know who to talk to and maybe you could pose .... All I want you to do, Mion, is to ask him to take out Satoko's uncle. Please! M: So Keiichi, I wanna to come to my house and call me a murderer? K: I don't care Mion. I don't care if you're part of this curse. The only thing I care about right now is saving Satoko! And the only way I say we can do that is to curse that target! M: Stop! I'm sorry but I need to start preparing dinner for my family. So I'm afraid I'm gonna ask you to leave, Keiichi. K: Mion? M: Listen, I totally understand how you feel. But I'm telling you right now that I don't have the power that you think I do. However, if I was somehow in a position to tell the three great families what to do then I probably grant your wish without hesitation. K: Mion? M: But that isn't the case, Keiichi. I'm no more than just a daughter in this family.  I know what people say about us. There's rumours about the Sonozaki family that I'm sure you've come /windaf/ But please know that no matter you've heard, we would never commit murder.
K: Sorry. =========
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What was sought for was a countable daze. What is heard is the malicious sound of rain. What was drifted away was the door to darkness. When they cry Curse Killing Chapter Episode Three, Bordernline Can you believe in this? |
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